Fabian Fucan Rejects Christianity

It appears that the major reason Fabian Fucan rejects Christianity is because he sees it as a waste of life, literally and figuratively. He feels as if he wasted his earlier years on this "barbarian" faith. He points at the stupidity that is martyrdom. He despises the waste and lack of value in life. He calls those who die for religion or have no fear for their life in the name of christianity stupid.